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Archie: People ask the question... what's a RocknRolla? And I tell 'em - it's not about drums, drugs, and hospital drips, oh no. There's more there than that, my friend. We all like a bit of the good life - some the money, some the drugs, other the sex game, the glamour, or the fame. But a RocknRolla, oh, he's different. Why? Because a real RocknRolla wants the fucking lot. i don't believe that people influence your actions. i believe that everyone has the power to say no or to say yes to anything and if they make a mistake by doing it they can choose to stop. i dont believe in blaming other people for one's actions, because, if you think you're doing something wrong.... then stop. as simple as that. whatever the situation may be. [2 years ago.....] .....but i'm all better now. :D "i love the way you say goodmorning". beyond happy. beyond ecstatic. beyond joyful. i am still dreaming.. please dont snap me back to reality. not just.. yet. It is like...... floating on water.. without. any complications. <3 "You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? You know, it makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people's lives we've been in? Were we a part of someone's life when thier dreams came true? Or were we there when thier dream died? Did we keep trying to get in as if we were destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think. You could be a big part of someone else's life and not even know it." iQuote Hakim " we are like cars, and the journey of our life is based on the road we take". +- more or less. :p ![]() I'm tired of: pretending I am listening to: play that funky music white boy! Maybe I should: go out. I wish: everything would be in place again. Chocolate is: exquisite I have lost respect for: Some poeple. I last ate: nasi katok. The meaning of my display name is: im not sure. Love is: confusing but in the end fine. Today: was AWESOME!! Tomorrow: is still unpredictable. i cant wait for 1st of august. Abang, i miss you! i miss you! i miss you! you have noooo idea. :'( ![]() Someone reminded me yesterday that, in order to be happy, uve got to let go. because when you let go of something great, something even greater might come. and if that great thing gives you a destruction again, then dont stop trying.. pause it. Slow down. and find happiness in some other things. Love is a strong word and it is overused today - the beauty of it is not there anymore. Take control of your life and don't blame others for your sadness, because only you could change yourselves. thank you; Nadhirah I. Nadjma S. &Syuhaidah B. for the day yesterday, back to the four of us. hahahaha. <3 you beasts. music always help whatever youre going through. i want to list out all the names who greeted me, but im scared i'd miss out a name, because i appreciate every single wish. (: this year's birthday was different. happiness, FUN, love- all wrapped in one. THANK YOU. things to do: finish up (bola) pictures. finish up (l-o-ve) pictures. upload birthday pictures. upload miscelleneous pictures. sigh. and edit them. sigh. ![]() they say we leave this world just the way we came into it--naked and alone. So if we do leave with nothing, what then, is a measure of life? Is it defined by the people we choose to love? Or is it simply measured by our accomplishments? And what if we fail? or are never truly loved? What then? Can we ever measure up? Or will the quiet desperation of a life gone wanting, drive us mad? - one tree hill. today i learn that literature is not about english nor it is for "emotional" people. it is far beyond that. english literature helps you understand how people act they way they do through their history for example. literature and psychology comes hand in hand. it teaches the art of language and the art of life itself.. i strongly beleive this. i learn to "decrease" my hate for shakespeare's language today. it is in fact beautiful and makes me wonder why people dont talk like that anymore. in those days, the men describes women so.... amazingly-complicated just to get to their heart.. or in bed. nevertheless, its beautiful. for example :"most radiant,exquisite and unmatchable beauty" , "but be not afraid of greatness;some are born great,some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them.". "if thou entertainest my love, let it appear in thy smiling; thy smile becomes thee well; therefore in my presence still smile,dear my sweet, i prithee."okay i know its like wtf. its so weird to talk like that. but. as for now. for me. these words can make a big impact. full of compliments. rich with art. today's temperature :38 degrees celcius.things to do:
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aku mau bali dresses. :( ![]() ![]() sugar and spice and everything nice. if you hate them and can't beat them,don't join them.... avoid them! ![]() EARTH HOUR. 8:30pm-9:30 pm local time. tonight, for one hour only switch your lights off. tell people about this and you can help save the earth. i read in the brunei times today it said that it is stupid to tell the public to turn off the lights without knowing why since brunei didnt advertise this campaign. i saw the ad at astro and i too asked myself "how can we help reduce global warming by switching off the lights?" well, i read - - - iQuote: "with the purpose of conserving electricity to improve awareness and fight against global warming." It also said that some people won't wanna turn off their lights and that government should turn off the power. i agree! since its only for one hour and its for a good cause why not right? some people debated that why dont they turn off in the afternoon since malam banyak criminals? my point of view: afternoon people keraja, and nada orang dirumah but at night people are at home, and plus its 8.30 till 9.30 not 12 am to 1 am. earth hour.org for more info. so tonight, EARTH, youve got MY vote. i may be one person only, but if one plus another one million... you can make a difference. Oh and, make your vote count! by blogging about this or take a picture of the event and post it up. im doing this because its soooooo frigginnnnn HOT!!!! my friend and I had a conversation. and i said" ugh! brunei is so fucking hot!" and then he said "of course, thats why brunei have oil". i dont know till what extend this is true, but its logical. i've got so much to loose.
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OK that last part was a joke. ![]() enough. time to do GP. :( hate hate hate ![]() "the best revenge is a happy life" i would totally go gay for:
![]() ![]() ![]() things to do: MAKE A STUDY PLAN &&& STICK WITH IT**** undescribable beauty. This is God's beautiful work of art. unplanned outing. nevertheless, aku love today. q:p ![]() NYEH NYEH NYEH. is your hair difficult to detangle? lacking shine and volume? PROVEN RESULTS: mirror shine. cashmere touch. perfectly detangled,the hair is smoother and softer to touch. your hair looks shiny. (-) it doesnt work. ur hair feels sticky after it. it doesnt detangle ur hair. manada cashmere touch! (+) it smells good. and.. uh yeah thats about it. however! it only smells good for a short period of time. what i learned today for business studies tuition. u know how some shops/products and etc says buy 1 get 1 free? actually the shop is only tricking you! nothing comes free in the world okay! the profit margin is high thats why the shops is not afraid to decrease the sale price. what is profit margin u say??? eh. cana ku explain ni ah. aahhh. example........ a pen lah ah. the cost u produce the pen is like.. $5. and like. u wanna have 100% profit, therefore u sell it for $10, or, u wanna have 50% profit. therefore u sell it... $7.50. and thenn! as long as they sell it between $5 dollars and above they will not be making any loses. so actually if u BUY 1 AND GET 1 FREE, u are already paying for the product. i know its complicated ah? its some psychology shit. p.s: isuk liat death punishment movie for GP! yehehe - pinah, ada tu ku send nanti. hehe. fee, linked u back. and dibah. -_-"!! jealous ku tu kau cakap catu ah. haha post ani mcm aku marah kah? aku inda marah. im just emotional right now. hahaha :D learned helplessness
Knights Girls Rugby Team. to girls who are interested, Knights are welcoming whoever wants to play touch rugby.come to Kebajikan at 4:30 p.m and bring sports attire. Field more details go to this website. p/s: tomorrow, 2nd of FEBRUARY 2008 new episodes of one tree hill, gossip girl, privileged are out! yehehe. most definitely.
day one. check-in to orchard parade hotel. met up dinah. Topshop. Takashimaya. Cotton-on. Midnight puff. 18.01.09. after (2 months?) inda jumpa dinah. finally kami jumpa!! first thing i noticed was dinah makin.... mmm. whats the word. petite-er. (HAHA!) and her outfit lawa. OH AND PLUS HER SHADES. and like. we laughed on the littlest things and she was supposed to bring us tour, kali ya macam.. inda ingat jalan. hahaha. but its ok dinah, u werent THAT bad. swimming pool at dinah's apartment was to die for! siok ah usulnya. but time was against us, so.. kami inda jadi swim. the next day kami inda jumpa coz i know she'll be busy packing up. so yeh. day two. (first chaos of the trip) -_-"!! swimming at the break of dawn. Subway! SENTOSA ISLAND. underwaterworld. Songs Of The Sea. (heart heart heart heart heart!!!!!) Luge. Vivo City. Midnight McD puff. day threeee. BUGIS! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">USA Hip Diner. or.. Hip Diner USA? ok. nyaman sana. berabis! Borders. prostitutes. kalok entrance. HE HE HE HE. day fourrrr. China Town. Arab Street. Clark Quay. THE SAAANNNCTUARRRYYYY. :D :D :D :D boring boring back to gooood old brunei. and i missss this cleeean clean city and the rudeness and everythingggg. i thank Seafood Paradise.
i tried : chilli crab, fried squid, fried beancurd, 'something' prawn,(its a bit salty). delicious! & apparantly, brunei restaurant review feels the same way! http://bruneirestaurantreview.blogspot.com/2007/07/seafood-paradise.html ![]() this picture is not from seafood paradise but its a start to get ur apetite going. anyways, last night i was at Pinah's for their cousin gathering and aku had fun. hahaha kami ketawa macam HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! cematu. banar. literally. pictures? :D Labels: food. new year's resolution is: 1. to cut down smoking and eventually stop. (amin) 2. do well on my A level. 3. to keep friend's close ....... [and enemy closer.] (hahaha. dibuatnya cam prison break lang) our new year's song is- the man who cant be moved. *excuese the subtitle. hahaha. i cant find yang ada embed. lyrics? Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move, Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand, Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am, Some try to hand me money they don't understand, I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man, I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do, How can I move on when I'm still in love with you... Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street. So I'm not moving... I'm not moving. Policeman says son you can't stay here, I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year, Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows, If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go. Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street. So I'm not moving... I'm not moving. I'm not moving... I'm not moving. People talk about the guy Who's waiting on a girl... Oohoohwoo There are no holes in his shoes But a big hole in his world... Hmmmm and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved, And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news, And you'll come running to the corner... Cos you'll know it's just for you I'm the man who can't be moved I'm the man who can't be moved... Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street. [Repeat in background] So I'm not moving... I'm not moving. I'm not moving... I'm not moving. Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move. ![]() aaron tang played it that night and he was A-WESOME. well this year's new year i thot it will be all boring and stuff. no plans till the last minute but i had fun. so people who were with me that night, thank you. and people who werent with me , i hope u had an awesome time like i did. and to the poeple who msged me, thank you i appreciate you guys. and to you... i guess im stuck with you. ily.![]() -this post is for fairuzabadyzaini- roadtrip to miri!! yehehe. mama first time cakap yes without hesitation to a sleep over. :P! ![]() ![]() dim sum time: so.. ada urang cakap mukaku macam this indon pelakun arahhh... kuntilanak ah... he he he. yatah aku begambar. hahahhahahaha. i dont know about you, but, sama eh. boys, boys.
Boys boys boys they gimme gimme they gimme They follow my voice Boys boys they gimme gimme they gimme. ![]() i miss you. my saturdayy.
things to do: finish twilight. (sorry beels. aku lalai) read Twelfth Night before school reopens again. last night.
i want comfort food. :( & i think people with long hair sampai the belly is... hmm.. TOO long. tomorrow i'd be watching twilight in the cinema! yayeerr! aku sayang nadh
1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him? = finah is my oxygen(O2) partner. without her 'suck it', i cant.... i wont.. i cannot. dont think. cant possible live. hahaha 2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him? 1. shes A class shit. 2. shes soo funny. like. haha x 10000000[maybe more]. im not joking. so u emo shit better stay away. 3. she's funny when shes bangang. 4. she's funny when she joke. 5. she always find a way to make me happy. inotherwords. baik. 3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you. = "ZY ARE U STILL THERE?" *Snap*. AHMAGAAAADDD. HAHAHAHAHA 4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you = eh gila banyak eh. she always invite me out. she always melayan palui ku. he-he-he 5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will: = wrestle her. 6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will: = secretly add coke to her water. 7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on = her baking skills. hahahha. like how to grease the tray before putting the brownie mix. 8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is = ya inda mau bagi aku ayam!!!! babiii tuuu ahhhh! 9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is? = HA HA HA HA HA. ;p adaler. 10. The overall impression of him/her is = FINA THE CINA. hahaha. ok that wasnt funny. overall impression: cintaaaaaa! sampai sini saja aku buat tag ani ah. :) (typical syu's font)I LOVE SYU!! twilight
i am. OBSESSED. Edward Cullen: Are you afraid? Isabella Swan: I'm only afraid of losing you. Edward Cullen: That's what you dream about? Being a monster? Isabella Swan: I dream about being with you forever. Edward Cullen: [to Bella] You are my life now. ![]() ![]() and to end this post.... thank you wan tag aku ani.. lama udah aku tunggu!! hahahaha. btw. is it meee.. or is it tagging-frenzy-season??? "The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.” 1. The age at my next birthday. ![]() 2. A place I’d like to travel to. AMSTERDAM BABY! 3. A favourite place because i l-ove. to sleep.4. A favourite thing forehead-kisses!5. A favourite food lambchop.6. A favourite colour ![]() 7. The city you live in ![]() 8. the city I was born in ![]() 9. A nickname you had ![]() 10. College Major business. psychology literature.11. Name of first (and only) love ![]() 12. A bad habit this is serena's mum... the one from GG.13. A hope for 2009 digital perm. to get in university. a new paint job for my room.![]() HP laptop. a collection of dresses. 3250. :(and marriage. ![]() hahahah!! i joke i joke... ;p last night: MY BUBBLE'S birthday party. i spent it with the people i love - pijul and CHRISTINE and get talk singlish again(ahhh the old times) .. the worst part is... i didnt bring my camera! :( so MIRAH AND ANGEL, IF URE READING THIS. UPLOAD SOON. :D chrisitnes has done her part. hahaha. this photo was taken after the party after this picture tarus sleep. hahaha. me, nana, mama and buyan made karipap. he he he compare: buyan's karipap. the long one is mine... my first try. hahaha the next one to it is my second try. hahaha then i got better!!! YAYYYYERRRR! and the other day... JIS' football funday. then i got bored. random. KIYUUTTTT. hahhahaha my Sunday afternoon.and.night; laughter. make-up. cam-whoring. lotsof loove. music. smiles. gayness. & the two most amazing people in my life. for. ever:![]() sayang ku ni kau ahhh: my art:![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() syu's art:![]() credits.(HAHAHA): azy, syuhaidah, nadhirah. makeup: azy's done by syu. syu's done by azy. nad's done by azy. wardrobe: azy. (YAAAA) ♥Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair..... just take a picture. ♥No editing. ♥Post these instructions with your pictures. ♥Tag 5 people gambarku nahhh. eksennnn ku. hahahahaha! ![]() i havent showered. HAHAHAHAH. thanks alot princess consuela banana. i taaaggg: syafinah jorsni zaimah zaini fairuz zaini amirul ikram aaarip shaiboy asthma
![]() stop pushing ur luck azyan. aku mau jalann sama nadh and syuu, but.. :( isuk aku nda mau skulah but i dont wanna not jumpa si pinah. aku mau start ketawa isuk,pasal aku ada inhaler udah. inda lagi kan batuk-kan-mati . yaaayy! to sayang: "i wasted too much time being upset about the family i didnt have. i need to spend time being thankful to the family i do have." i laaav you. when i was 12, it felt like it takes a veryyyyy long time to reach 17 years of age. but now im 17, I feel its a long time since i was 12. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() bah adangtah melayan. hahaha SUCK ITTTTT!! Saturday, 25 October 2008[extract from www.pinahjorsni.blogspot.com] ![]() On our way to g-town of the w, yeahh. wa to the wrong, warong our hometown! Beware because we are, xoxo azy & pinah reporting live from lambak kanan and tanah jambu We are not just gossip girls wannabee ladies and gentlemen, we are also the next gangster of PTEM. We rule PTEM. (HAHAHAHAH. BIDA AH BUNYINYA) Do not mess with us. We have warned you. And with this i would like to share with all of you, our official trademark. Zy, on three ah. One.... Two.... Three.... ![]() SUCK IT! YEAH! Zy, i blame you. ![]() I found it when i was looking for the suck it picture. And, i'd like to say that i really envy these girls for their honesty and their guts. And, i love that they take pride in doing what they do. YOU GO GIRLS! DON'T LET ANYONE STOP YOU! hahaha! pinah. i couldnt stop laughing my ass off! hahaha (btw, cana kan laugh with ur ass off?) hahahaha! u made my daaayyyyy. ![]() x. if you've been tagged, you can put the logo on your blog. x. link the person from whom you received the award. x. nominate at least 7 other blogs. x. put links to those blogs on yours. x. leave a message on the blogs you've nominated. hope that the award will not stop until here. i nominate, zaimah zaini, pinah jorsni, amirul ikram, pes, dibah, fai zaini anndddd christiineee galera. have u heard the two most stupid looking girls in PTE? bohhh. layannya paluinya ah. babi white. babi black. babi jane. pseuchotherababi. hahaha. dont put your hopes up to high for me for AS. just.. dont. GOOD LUCK TO ALL AS AND ALEVEL CANDIDATES! when i put on the bitchiest face, does not mean i hate you. thank you: ani pinah, kesayangan semua. <3 more pictures at my multiply, link is on the left hand side. ![]() ![]() beautiful. & cherished. Ripped & Torn from Zaimah's blog. List 20 friends or anyone you know, and write the first word that comes to your mind when you think of them. 1.Zaimah Zaini; mysister=cinta&sayang. 2.Mama; my strength. 3.Abang; so talented that it scares me. 4.Nana; caringberabis OH &great grocerry-shopping partner. 5.Dinah; her laughter is so funny that the not-funny-at-all jadi funny berabis. 6.Syuhaidah; my chokolatts. 7.Nis; rough times become soft times. hahaha 8.Jul; boooyyyyfffrrriiieenddd. 9.Christine; this is my sunshine on a rainy dayyy. 10.Nani,fizzah and Qidah; they sparkle. (if they are all in school entertaining me) 11.fina; never a dull moment with her. 12.Ka Dana; sexy shit ni. haha 13.Nadhirah; since primary 1. 14.Eleena; baby girl. 15.Nadjma; has a smile from ear to ear. 16.Benny; long lost best friend. 17.Nazura; so soft that i think shes fragile. 18.Hidayah; my pornstar partner. haha! 19.Bridgette; she makes me feel young. 20.Faqih & co.; i miss you guys. ok, its not a one-word thought. but. :) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() p.s: to be edited. seriously. hahahah. <3 u dinah, crazy ho. and pictures will be uploaded soon, the "upload picture" window always display ERROR. ugh. !@#$%&*(!!!! mama's trip. im not gonna post what i did in details, but. pictures says a thousand words (even though the pictures are not as awesome as the memories,but..) , so: ![]() ![]() ![]() tonight. :) and soon now i can go jalan2 any time till any time i please. :D and have anyone over at my house. :D yay! and dinah, i'll arrange the sleepover soon ok? and another night for abis nad,nadj,syu. :D ah ah. and zaimah zaini, tani dapat hang tah ni. liat sunset like how we planned for... over a year now. till we meet again, biotch! today my sister went out and i was left alone at first and i watched "love in the cholera" or something like that. its about a man fallen in love at first sight with this lawa girl and he waited for her... well... basically. havent watch it till the end yet. and so had my sungkai with my mom just the two of us and we talked. it was nice. just the two of us. &. on the 18th my brother flew off. you can see i looked like shit and yes, i felt like shit at that time. i didnt want him to go. i havent spend that much time with him. i felt like i didnt hug him long enough. and seeing nana cry.. i vow to not go study overseas. i wanna do my uni in brunei. i saw elle's kaka and ibu that night too and kaka said something about me having new friends.. I WISH I WISH I WISH. hahaha. ok over. im not that excited about raya anymore since i thought theres no.... whatever. hahaha. lifes too short to be sad. i should change my previous post to "im sorry". cause as i said, lifes too short to hate. and i love my life right now. hate-free.i click with most people and im not gonna let one person ruin that.and i shall watch "cheaper by the dozen 2" tonight! updates: i define love now as: one tree hill, gossip girl,secret diary of a call girl, privileged anddd pushing daisies!! so tomorrow my brother is flying off. i'll miss you, i already am. went out with nad and syu on sunday to have sungkai at C.A Mohd. i must admit that i miss them and i had fun, just the three of us. FUN SATURDAY NIGHT! haha. w/: nazura and zaimah. & i miss this girl. :( her bubbly personality and "AAZZZYYY!!!" in the morning. & after posting this all up.. im still bored. and took quizess. haha. be my guest to exit. :D
Are You Kinky? I Dont Wanna Be. INSTRUCTIONS: 1. Put your iTunes,Windows Media Player, etc. On shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You MUST write down the name of the song to the question no matter how silly it sounds.. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? = goodbye my lover. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? = follow me. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? = Rainbows and Stuff. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? = Miserable At Best WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE? = Friends WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? = Hello. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? = Fallen Angel. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? = Never Say Never. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK ABOUT YOU? = Love Today. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE? = Candyman. hahaha WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? = Naive. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? = The Rat. hahaha WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? = Someone's Watching Over Me. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR WEDDING? = Apologize. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? = Through The Fire And Flames. (woaa!) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? = Knocking On Heaven's Door. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? = Lapdance. hahaha WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? = I Kissed A Girl. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? = Killing Me Softly. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? = I Dont Wanna Be. To Nadjma Sanusi: im glad i read ur post till the end because u made me smile for number 38. and number 39 ah! speak for urself woman!!! hahaha & i miss mostly hanging out with: nadjma, nadhirah and syuhaidah. to name some other people: emy, benny, HAADY, fathul, felda. ![]() how cool ARE YOU: Perfect: no. Tall: no. In your pajamas: no. Left handed: no. (guess im not cool at all?) LAST: Last friend you saw: Dinah. Talked to on the phone: Jul. Person to text you: Jul. Is today better than yesterday : definitely. FAVOURITE: Number: 17. Colour: pink. Food: traditional and Lasagna. Place: my room. QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? - mengaji. Q: Do you have anything bothering you? - wether my mum will let me have Mc Donalds for sungkai. Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters? - umm. ahhh. Wanted. Q: Where is the last place you went? - school. Q. Do you smile a lot? - i have my moments. Q: Do you wish upon stars? - no, but i love em. Q: Are you a friendly person? - i can be. depends. sometimes. ok no. hahaha. maybe yes. Q: Where did you sleep last night? - my room. Q: Why did you sleep there? - no reason. :| Q: When was the last time you cried? - cant recall. (pats head for that) Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night? - love is what makes u smile even when ure tired. Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great? - 8. ok no. i dont wanna jinx it. 0. hahaha. over. 8. Q: What do you hear right now? - silence. Q: Does anything hurt you right now? - my stomach fucking wants Mc.D Q: What's your favorite month? - March. EMOTIONS: Are you missing someone right now? - but ofcourse! Are you single? - no. Are you tired? - YES. ;) Are your parents still married? - BASICS: Real name: (none) hahaha. Age: 17 years. Eye color: black. Zodiac sign: Taurus. Male or female: Female. Single: inda, nope, hindi. Crushing: Johnny Depp. haha Smart: i... dont.. no. Hair color: black. Sweats or Jeans: jeans Phone or Camera: Phone with camera. haha. Health freak: not at all. Righty or lefty: righty. FIRSTS: First best friend: Nur Nadhirah Ishak. (and still is.) First award: ahhh. mmm. 2nd place for membaca berita. First enemy: Syuhaidah. HAHAHAHA. (that was a long time ago syu, i love you to bits now, mwa!) First pet: hamsters! no. my sister. haha First vacation: Mecca. CURRENTLY: Eating: nada. Drinking: zilch. Listening to: the clock ticking. Plans for tommorow: going to school for sure. then terawih then tedarus. Waiting for: mama to call me for tuition. WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER: Lips or eyes? - eyes,definitely! Shorter or taller? - u can tell with jul and me. Romantic or spontaneous - spontaneous is romantic. :) Sensitive or loud? - mmmm. Hook-up or in a relationship? - in a relationship ofcourse! HAVE YOU EVER: Drank bubbles? - no. hahaha. siok tu like alfalfa! haha Lost glasses/contacts? - all the time. Ran away from home? - no. the dogs outside wont let me. haha Broken someone's heart? - aaahhahaha. Been arrested? - all the time. hahaha. okay,no. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: - si si. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - si si. ![]() got from zaimahs blog. 01. Would you fart inside an elevator? - inda. nneeevvveeerrr! 02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back? - the person i love is loving me back. ahhh silly silly question im agreeing to answer. 03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP? -ni puchietaw. 04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? - i dont think about it. so no. 05. What's your ideal lover like? - like Jul. (not!) hahaha. inda wah. 06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else? - being loved by someone is a bless, loving someone is.. easy. 07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings? - does not accept me for me? INDALAH! haha 08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? - hes attached to-me! hahaha 09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently? - mmm. no. 10. What do you want most in life? - independence. 11. Is being tagged fun? - YES. 12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react? - Jul is going out with Jul? whaaa. hahaha. ok. no. 13. Who is currently the most important person to you? - Jul. 14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? - anything u can think of. 15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor? - Married and poor. that way we'll work and appreciate throughout our lives, but rich i would definitely not want to pass. 16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person? - BUM! NO DOUBT! 17. Would you give your all in a relationship? - i have. 18. Define LOVE. - Jul. I hate how time flies so fast. It was like last night i cant sleep, too excited because in four hours time i'd be off to miri, with the two best people in the woooorld: nadhirah and jul. But that was two nights ago. I dont have to tell you how fun it was or what happened(it WILL annoy you how excited i was), i know you can guess. Miri+Jul+Nad+Shopping?.. :D ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Title: Syuhaidah Baharuddin. to syu, i hope you're reading this. happy 18th birthday! im sorry i didnt message you at 12am like what you did for me(aku nada credit,and i thot i would buy this morning..but obviously,nada till now) please. dont think that ive forgotten your birthday or you. anyways, ambil lessen capat2 so we can hang out always. i miss you crazy girl. i miss the times we get high on green tea, i miss the times having youre back up for "crazy" things. i love you! anyways, happy birthday sayang, i'll see you after my exam, i promise! xx 3 GOLDEN RULES:- • State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself • The 10 people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts. • No tag backs (: 1.i still lick the plate after eating mee goreng. 2.im starting to love to cook. 3.i came to realise that everyone deserve a chance. 4.i am scared to death of this upcoming exam. 5.i chew/suck/bite the tip of my pens when im nervous studying. 6.i spend half my time on facebook. 7.i watch harry potter movies... over and.. over.. and over again. 8.i hate to have to think-like those elit stories. 9.i still get butterflies when im about to see you. 10.i hate the quizzes nis recommended because im afraid of the answers. 11.i dont know how to make friends. 12.i think my nose is weird. 13.i think my front teeth are too big. (HAHA) 14.i dont believe in bestfriends anymore accept for jul. 15.i miss sane. p.p.s : uhhh. u ruined it. u damn well know that one after the other betraying. dont even bother to make up and be "strong" to face ur mistakes.... ![]() ..... i tag: christine galera,zaimah zaini, syuhaidah baharuddin,nadjma sanusi,eleena dewanti,naaazuraaa,izaa,zahid,hazwan,waie. 'the little things you do to me'. ![]() dont u mess up, mess up, i dont wanna lose you, wake up, wake up, this aint just a thing that you give up, give up, dont you say that I'd be better off, better off, sleeping by myself and wondering, if im better off, without you boy... ![]() ![]() ![]() Haley James Scott: I, Haley, take you Nathan, to have and to hold from this day forward. In sickness and in health. For richer or poorer. For better or worse. I promise that I will love and cherish you, and will deny all things that come between us. I make this promise for eternity. A promise that I will keep forever. Until the end of time. 'Til death do us part. ![]() child's Definition of love. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7 "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8 "Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen," Bobby - age 7 "If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate," Nikka - age 6 "There are two kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them." Jenny - age 8 "Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday." Noelle - age 7 "Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6 "During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore," Cindy - age 8 "My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6 "Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine -age 5 "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7 "Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4 "I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4 "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7 "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6 "You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() [extract from www.tagone.blogspot.com] ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() i love you, coolest braaaaa! u make me proud, braaa. his painting session with Cyde. &nis's nasi goreng recipee. haha. im not posting it up. aku karit. 1.st 2.nd 3.rd 4.th and voila! yummmm. oill. ewww, but yummy. haha nigga passout niggggaaaaa. x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x. “life is going to push you around . it's going to beat you up . and it's going to scare you . but then, one day, you realize ... your not just a survivor. you're a warrior .” -Brooke Davis ![]() ini desktop saya. fyi, i'm not going to use friendster anymore, just need to know how to delete it for now. replacing friendster with facebook instead. still active on blogger. :D and uhh. im not using azy.disordered@hotmail.com, azyzaini@hotmail.com instead. ![]() Create your own Friend Test here courtesy of NIS<3.
Could social influence be having a positive effect for once? It’s easy to blame those people around us when we try to rationalise why some take up habits. It’s just easy to say that the behaviour is learned from those around us - social learning theory - who’s behaviour is imitated. I have been one of those people myself; turning to social learning theory to explain why children might learn negative behaviours or even placing part of the blame for violent behaviour on children playing video games. However, one concept that I touched on when looking at the ‘Children See: Children Do’ video clip, was that we need to be good role models. More support for this has come from research published last month that suggests that quitting smoking can be triggered by those around you quitting themselves.
Christakis’ findings back up previous studies showing that peer influence plays a key role in people’s decision to stop lighting up and provide evidence that the “buddy system” used by smoking cessation, weight loss and alcoholism programs to change addictive behaviour works.
This could be explained in terms of social comparison (of which I talked about in relation to obesity a few months ago). Now that smokers are being marginalised - being made to stand in the rain at pubs, having to ‘excuse’ themselves from friends to only have to be in the cold with the other smokers - could it be that we’re looking around us and thinking that it’s the time to quit? However, the researchers are careful and state that it’s hard to tease out whether social influence is mainly responsible for a whole group kicking the habit. Other factors such as public bans on smoking or studies highlighting the harmful effects of smoking may also play a role. What do you think? Any recent quitters around? Why did you give up the habit? ehh. i dont know which one to pick ok!!! hahaha. so i pick yang aku lawa. HA HA HA. well,inda pulang lawa. i know some looks the same, i just want to rub it in yo face. hahaha title: my 17th birthday present from the coolest brather EVURRR!!!. so many times in life, when i think about the people who are the closest to me I think about you, because you are one of the best friends I could have in this world. Whenever i need advice or a friendly shoulder to lean on I know I can always lean on you... You have always been there for me- not only as a caring sister but also, a loving friend. I love you, Fairuz Zabady Bin Haji Zaini. If I could give my mom the world Or anything she wanted, I'd give her my own heart and soul And leave my own heart haunted. I'd take upon myself her life With all its strife and pain, And let her ease into some space Where she could live again. The pain for me would not be pain, At least not for a while; For I'd be doing it for her, And I would see her smile. I wish that I could take her heart And cleanse it with my tears, And make her sorrow go away, And answer all her fears. I wish, I wish, but then I can't, As I watch helplessly, And take her in my arms and say I wish that it were me. But loving is a hard, hard way, With all the pain it brings. And yet there is no other way, To touch the heart of things. LAST NIGHT. this was taken on 28th may. haha i remember that day i ate like a pig. figuratively. haha. apakan. in the morning i ate 2 boxes of fries and sausages, in the afternoon my mum bought me zinger burger and fries jua, after my dentist appointment, we ate Le Taj. mmmnyumm. and at night i ate pop mee. hahaha. food makes ME happy, doesnt it make u happy? :D haha movie night with elle and syu. azy.azy.azy.azy.azy.azy.azy.azy.azy.azy.azy. my mom had a bowling tournament on friday, so lapas tu ya mau main, so she brought me and M along. and i decided to bring nad ,elle and syu along (cause aku miss dorang lapas liat the video syu made) hahaha. and elle couldnt make it[and she sucks for not making it]. hahaha nada wah elle. scores!!! me and my mum scored : 67!! and and, nad only scored.... 8!! HAHAHA. i dont remember what syu and M scored. haha. and last night.... :D:D:D:D:D i went out with nis, dinah and jul. and bumped into elle jua. wawa took me and nis to gdg, so awal awal atu kami bali tungking first.NYAMAN! haha. and i spilled honey all over my seluar. hahahaha. and i was.... kinda late, jul marah2 at first, then.. kami happy time. kali kami marah lagi. HAHAHA anywaysss.... xoxo.azy.xoxo.azy.xoxo.azy.xoxo.azy.xoxo.azy.xoxo.azy.xoxo.azy. circle of love night. sing your heart out! "some things are just meant to be secrets, its better off untold". enough said. cool ah aku ada mood pad? hahaha. if like i touch the pad for the mouse, then ada cematu. mickeyy teacher aziyah and GOKUL. nis dont want to be crazy. nis and... wal 1 wal 2 wal >:( 3![]() azayy love, jul.![]() love, jul. haadz sexay afiq no sexay afiq still no sexay haadi still sexay haddi more sexay. sexaysexysmexy the sex and the y.![]() i just found, fat much me. mothers day card. elle deep. kewlzzxxxsshh![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() elle's hw.hahahahhaha no inspirational words to say today. Date:03.05.07 Title:OH A HAPPY DAY!~ awu on 03.05.08 aku happy berabis, from morning to MIDnight! sayang gave me a goodbye-to-school kiss that morning, and no one made me sad or angry in school, infact me,nis,dinah and fizah gila as usual and at night.........last night elle brought me out for dinner, and when i got to chill, syu was there too and elle said nad was coming SOON(and by soon , it was not until 2 hours later.) ahahha. they made SURPRISE FOR ME and we celebrated 29.04 again. jul,unfotunately, was not there. syu nad elle anna was there with me. i love you guys, u make me feel like im THA BOMB!! and thank you to EVERYONE involved that night from making me happy to singing the birthday song. NOTE: ALL, ALL PICTURES CAN BE FOUND AT MY multiply. & previous post atu i havent upload all the pictures, YOU HAVE YET TO SEE MY AWESOME FIGHTING FISH ELLE BOUGHT ME! theyre all at my multiply. enjoyyyy Title: i love eleena dewanti to the fullest. 26.04.07 : best black out evv-urr! it lasted from 4pm till 4pm the next day. jul was with me the whole time and im glad we catch up on things and reminisce and watch the stars as it brightly shines over use, believe me... it was all scattered around. it was beautiful. highlights:stars. 27.04.08 : met elle,nad,syu,nadj and we all had fun at the SAS funfair. it's not where we are but who we're with. :) highlights:SNAKESSSSS 28.04.08 : school with NIS , DINAH. they keep me ceeeraaacking. nis especially. haha. love you. highlights:countdown with sayang. 29.04.08 : school with nis , dinah, fizah and everyone. patang with mami and jul. malam with ELLE&JUL. i love you &thank you everyone for the messages and presents. highlights:misses syu,nadj,nad. and JUL KILLED A FLY. hahahhahaha. OH! and we played bowling in arcade. fun! and nexxt week..... assessment test the whoolleeee weeek.. sigh. "Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart." nad and elle night.
![]() last night, i slept over at elle's. i had the time of my life.&yes, believe it, the first time in my life to sleep over at a friend's house is --ELLE. yay! when we were younger, i promised nad if i ever had the chance to sleep over at a friend's house, she would be the first. but then nad slept over too last night, so its allll gooood. it was ibu's birthday too last night, we all had steamboat. delicious much? when i reach home this morning, i receive a message saying that my HARD DRIVE is completely ruined. sooo, everything gone : the pictures from 3 years ago, all GONE. one tree hill season five, how i met your mother (seasons 1 2 and latest season 3), family guy, Laguna beach, gossip girl, wicker park, the notebook, all gone. so nadj, i cant give u the latest how i met your mother, i am upset too, u have no idea. :( anyways, this post is just to update , kinda looks boring for the past few... days? week?and now, i have to do all my homeworks. 'nobody said its gonna be easy in college' -pictures from my sleepover and steamboat dinner will be uploaded on the next post. :)i stuck new photos on my wall today, and most of it was from way back in 2005, i look at those photos and reminisce. ive changed alot over the past years, not just in terms of looks, but also : me. now that my hard drive is ruined, that teaches me a lesson: to always take pictures and print them out tarus, cause you never know when ure gonna lose them all... and on some of my old photos, i see the people i dislike now, but yet i stuck them on.. i guess its not really about now, its about how i felt at that moment, looking at how happy i was, it got smiling. im not saying im sad now haha. people might not understand why i stuck them on, maybe its just for me, the previous me. :) look at the stars, look how they shine for you."if i love her and she loves me, what is there to figure out?"-Nathan Scott. i said im fine. haha
azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. azy.azy. azy. azy. ![]() listen to: Calexico;Iron & Wine-He lays in the Rains [not just another sad song] you leave me breatheless.
last sane circle. its okay to change for the better,right? its okay to leave something that makes you in deep grief,right? its okay to stop depending on people just because they make u feel safe, and theyre just so far away u dont feel safe anymore..... right?... silent as you are,i still miss you. youre the most heartless person and have the guts to hurt me and leave me alone, i still miss you. as sweet as you can be that only last a second, i still love you. im more than words,you know better. what happen to us? forever, remember? because i swore that youre my always.But just because you dont love me like i want you to, doesnt mean that you don't love me with all youve got.![]() ![]() ![]() a place which gave headache-in a good way, worry about the damned future-in a good way, be happy and just laugh of the silliest things-in a good way. we are often sad...angry we try so hard to find what it is to make this feeling go away.. and just be,happy..tranquil;we may find this in a person, or a thing that you love to do, or a place which embraces us with joy tho even not for long... but atleast.. the feeling of safe is there...-and deep down this is what we aim for. i am not strong, i cant fight you. i may not always be right, but you gotta talk sense to your life. if you make a mistake, STOP, and make it right, tho people will always remember it forever, but u have a choice to live better, or keep on proving them right. because, u might never know, once you try to do something good, the book may close on you. &"stop being sad, be awesome instead! like me, no true story!"- -barney happy birthday to my dearest bestfriend, benny,
first of all, i thank you for having a wonderful person like you in my life. and thanks for putting up with all my shits for two years now. remember prince azim's private party? remember the year 2007? remember tanglong? i love you my bestfriend. and today u turn 17, i hope ur having fun after i left just now. thanks for dinner, and the heart-to-heart talk. thanks for EVERYTHING and HAPPY BIRTHDAY, god bless. ![]() ![]() ![]() see, this is what i like about them, i can be like this. haha. :) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 15.03.08 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() day at school. ![]() ![]() random mos. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() you're beautiful and you can have whoever and whatever you want but, you dont believe that. you need to learn to let go of whatever it is that makes u think that ure not good enough cause thats when youre gonna beat this. when u learn that u matter. melancholy is playing me a fool.
Upon Westminister Bridge William Wordsworth, 1770-1850 Earth has not anything to show more fair: Dull would he be of soul who could pass by A sight so touching in its majesty: This City now doth like a garment wear The beauty of the morning: silent, bare, Ships, towers, domes, theatres, and temples lie Open unto the fields, and to the sky, All bright and glittering in the smokeless air. Never did sun more beautifully steep In his first splendour valley, rock, or hill; Ne'er saw I, never felt, a calm so deep! The river glideth at his own sweet will: Dear God! the very houses seem asleep; And all that mighty heart is lying still! OZYMANDIAS I met a traveller from an antique land Who said: "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone Stand in the desert. Near them on the sand, Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown And wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command Tell that its sculptor well those passions read Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things, The hand that mocked them and the heart that fed. And on the pedestal these words appear: `My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings: Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!' Nothing beside remains. Round the decay Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare, The lone and level sands stretch far away. for ozymandias: (for those who wants to know) hahah. i was given an assignment where by we have to explain this sonnet to a 12 year old. here goes.. the theme of this sonnet is between man and nature. the first quantrine the author said there are huge legs without other body parts standing in a desert. beside it lies a "shattered visage" "half sunk and that the face shows "frown" Frown implies angry,unhappy or even confused expression. and these questions rise "where are the rest of the body?" "why is the statue frowning?" "what happened to the rest of the statue?".......(this leads to the next quantrine.) thats enough, no? wish u were here.
literature.
SCENE I. DUKE ORSINO's palace. Enter DUKE ORSINO, CURIO, and other Lords; Musicians attendingDUKE ORSINO If music be the food of love, play on;CURIO Will you go hunt, my lord?DUKE ORSINO What, Curio?CURIO The hart.DUKE ORSINO Why, so I do, the noblest that I have:VALENTINE So please my lord, I might not be admitted;DUKE ORSINO O, she that hath a heart of that fine frame :| any advices, feel free to leave a comment. :D they'll be very much appreciated by yours truly. "be happy, i want that with all my heart."the things is,there is never a time when u'll be more honest,when ur conviction will be stronger or when ur motive will be more peerer than they are right now. which means u should chase whatever it is that excites you. be confident and take risks,and paint over my words so u can start writing ur own. my story may have inspired you but i am certain ur story will inspire the next girl that'll live in our room. i want u to know that u dont need somebody to write about you in order for ur life to mean something,u can write about yourself.make ur own destiny. then.. years from now the next girl will keep what u write on that door long enough to remind you of how inspired your life is, and u can tell that girl to paint over the door,because u realize the words u wrote,the friends u had, the urgency u felt will always be there underneath the paint. the love u profess will always be there,the spark of something undeniable,seed of hope,the truth for better or for worst burning fiercely just below the surface. LOVE,PEYTON. -peyton sawyer. so now i ask you, are u proud of who u are now? cause u'll regret it for the rest of ur life, dont say i didnt warn you. i loved you so much, i cared. but now. its you alone,my but thru it,ive learned that in the end, u protect yourself. not ur strong boyfriend, not ur bestfriend who's always there for u. in the end, u choose and decide. and then tell urself that ure proud with that decision. hollaa!
quote of hope.
![]() ![]() The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not, it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate, or bad luck, or bad choices, or you can fight back. Things aren't always gonna be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is. But for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question; what's worse, not getting everything you wished for or getting it all and finding out it's not enough. The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make, and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now.-Haley James Scott. :more photos coming soon. wassap beraasaaap. HAHA
![]() ![]() ![]() ok first of all, i dont know why the angry faces. haha. lifes treating me good--for now. it wont be long till its a mess again(ok, nauzubillah) haha. soo uhh.. um. ive been watching gossip girl and ONE TREE HILL SEASON 5 much!! annndddd playing THE SIMS! hahaa. (and diner dash) im addicted to playing the sims, last night i played till 5am! wouldnt sleep my mum inda tagur. hahaha. anywaaaays. school starting soon. im not excited-AT ALL! im really scared. none of my friends are there. i used to be all hyped out about new school books, new pens, new bags.. ani... couldnt be bothered. :( spent the night with anna on thursday and saturday night. and noww i miss her. i cant wait till i see HAPPY/GAY/CRAZY NAD. hahhaa. p.s: aku rindu urang crazy/inda cali macam si alip. (and the gang) HAHHAHA in 20 days time,
Zy. Kami Best Friends Forever And Ever ah? azy spend time with me,while im still here. says (11:58 PM): and ever and ever and ever azy spend time with me,while im still here. says (11:58 PM): always always Rijaluddin. BESTFRIENDS FOREVER says (11:59 PM): promise? Mesti promise, kalau you have problems kah apa kah, kau masih gtau aku. Walaupun kau ada bestfriend baru azy spend time with me,while im still here. says (11:59 PM): haha. ada bestfriend baru? no way. azy spend time with me,while im still here. says (11:59 PM): promise. ko promise jua? Rijaluddin. BESTFRIENDS FOREVER says (12:01 AM): Promise. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo Nad -because we share our whole lives together and its impossible to take something that make me live.Nadj-bacause we keep coming back together and you teach me what lifes supposed to be. Elle-because you understand me better than i do myself and because without you im lost. Syu-because we guide eachother and you complete the N in my FUN! Anna-because you make me smile in everyway and being with you is never boring! Fathul-because im comfortable in everyway with you. Mama-because of you, i met these people, i love you. Zaiemah-because youre all the reason above. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo cute, agatah bunuh diri. HAHAHAHAHAH. i loooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee aliipp!what.... happened?
whats going on?
the people who have seen my art,this is my brothers art. hahaha. now tell me i should take art or not. remember this video? erased graphite on paper.combination of graffiti fonts & arabic calligraphy. William S. Burrough to inform my study. the use of text and 'rubbing out the words' investigating the use of censorship, to promote secrecy and mystery. just like what we graff writers do.. :) ![]() 'The-Self' The continuous journey of an artist within the forbidden art-movement to seek freedom in vain around his ignorant and ever-concious surroundings. (Palette Knife Painting. Oil on waxed primed A1 paper) yes,this is just some, more at the link "fai." on the right. enough of fai now(love you bang! :D) aku hafal this song!
Mrs. Lovett A customer! Wait! What's your rush? What's your hurry? You gave me such a... fright! I thought you was a ghost! Half a minute, can't ya sit? Sit ya down! Sit! All I meant is that I haven't seen a customer for weeks. Did ya come here for a pie, sir? Do forgive me if my head's a little vague. Ugh! What is that? But you'd think we had the plague. From the way that people keep avoiding! No you don't! Heaven knows I try, sir! But there's no one comes in even to inhale! Right you are, sir, would you like a drop of ale? Mind you I can hardly blame them! These are probably the worst pies in London. I know why nobody cares to take them! I should know! I make them! But good? No... The worst pies in London... Even that's polite! The worst pies in London! If you doubt it take a bite! Sweeney Todd (spoken) Ugh! Mrs. Lovett (sung) Is that just, disgusting? You have to concede it! It's nothing but crusting! Here drink this, you'll need it. The worst pies in London And no wonder with the price of meat what it is when you get it. Never thought I'd live to see the day. Men'd think it was a treat findin' poor animals what are dyin' in the street. Mrs. Mooney has a pie shop. Does a business, but I notice something weird. Lately, all her neighbors cats have disappeared. Have to hand it to her! What I calls, enterprise! Poppin' pussies into pies! Wouldn't do in my shop! Just the thought of it's enough to make you sick! And I'm telling you them pussycats is quick. No denying times is hard, sir! Even harder than the worst pies in London. Only lard and nothing more- Is that just revolting? All greasy and gritty? It looks like it's molting! And tastes like...we'll pity. A woman alone...with limited wind And the worst pies in London! Ah, sir Times is hard. Times is hard. Sweeney Todd (spoken) Isn't that a room up there? Over the shop? If times are so hard, why don't you rent it out? Should bring in something... Mrs. Lovett (spoken) Up there? Huh, no one'll go near it. People think it's haunted. You see years ago something happened, something not very nice. marah much?
moving on... i applied to PTE yesterday and tho i passed all, i still cant apply to the subjects i wanted, just cause i dont have strong credits. i wanted to do art.... then.... the principle said"are you sure you wanna do art? HAVE YOU SEEN YOUR BROTHER'S WORK?" hahha. maaannnnnn bang, im not even 1/4 as good as you... anyways enpugh of that, i dont wanna talk about it, giving me headaches much? havent TALK to the girls lately. i havent talk to my sister jua lately. :( i miss zaiemah,nad,syu,nadj,elle and anna. good news, nad and anna are sleeping over tomorrow(insyallah).. yeay-yuh! thats my.. um. ulcer? PAIN MUCH! hhaha. ok thats the inside of my mouth-my throat! haha![]() ![]() ![]() 03.01.08
don't be too quick to fall in love. december 2007.
![]() ![]() JP night with syu,nad,elle&malai(sekajap) m and ma. can you say fun? haha. first i was pissed cause i got lost and couldnt find my way to the freakin waterlog. took me half and hour to reach there! haha. on my way there, theres this kid who lost his parents, kesiann! i'd never leave my kid-un-attended(?) like that. anyways, met them girls on the way and we played that dinasour ride which gos round and round and scarrryyy! ahhah. I COULDNT OPEN MY EYES. like i was really really holding on to the ride. and my hands got all sweaty. hahahha. me and nad were shouting the loudest. hahaha. fun fun! hahaha. then after that elle and malai had to go. :( so, me syu and nad headed off o WATERLOG! myy was the Q long! hahaha. syu was the bravest of all rides! ahhaha*thumbs up+rolls eyes* haha. there were BANYAK bats there.ewww much! ahhahha. i sat behind nad, more like... squeezed? behind her. hahha. and she told me that i didnt take any pause/breath as i was screaming down the third round of waterlog! FUNNY. hhahaha. was a fun night out with them girls, if only i was there earlier i couldve met with anna and have her bimbo moments. haha. PICTURES: :some of the pictures are in my mum's camera, will upload ALL in my multiply in 2008!! :D oh and credits to M and her lawa camera. &i miss you. ;) i want u here,NOW. u cant tell, can you?
moving on... hopefully. uppdate.
![]() ![]() recovering.... :) two one one two.
You know you could've been a flower" "i felt like i died with you. u have become such a big part of my life.. and without you now....." "i feel bad all the time.." thanks for everything, i don't know what I'll do without you. 14 years, i don't think I've ever show you how much i truly love you, all i do is cari kelahi, scream at you, ignore you. every time i needed you, you're always there ,never fail. and what do i do to repay you? again.. pick a fight. I'm sorry for everything.. and thank you for being my strength. i am never strong without you.even though im smiling,she could see the sadness in my eyes and for that, i thank god for giving me such a wonderful person. i love you so much. ure gorgeous. (: this is my sister. pretty much my everything. everything i planned with someone else.. in the end, shes there with me the whole time. and i wanna thank her for that. i dont know why she care so much about me, when all along ,i have done nothing for her.. ive never helped her, never showed that i love her, never there when she breaks down.... bottom line is... im never there for her and suddenly... she helped me like she owed me her life. even though shes piled with her own problems, she push them aside just for me. shes my idol, my inspiration for life. she guides me. she'll always hold my hands to let me know that everything'll be alright. she'll never judge me eventhough she knows what a horrible person i am, and for every mistake ive done, she'll always guide me to do the right thing again."i carry your heart with me. i carry it in my heart. i am never without it, wherever i go, u go my dear." dear god,please let me keep him.
![]() u have.... no idea. JP night- HAHA. got a "flower balloon" from a clown who thought i was beautiful. ewww.perverted shit. hahaha. ok no. was fun fun fun. and i slept at 10:30. haha too hyper. :)
ALL CREDITS TO ZAIEMATHUL IBRAH. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | |||||||